"That was the moment I heard the most beautiful sound in existence. She laughed. And I would never again be the same without it."
"I think too much. I think ahead. I think behind. I think sideways. I think it all. If it exists, I’ve fucking thought of it."
"And how beautiful it is to be so addicted to a drug that isn’t sold on the streets."
i. Getting so high at school i couldn’t even speak and then passing out in the bathroom. I did it because a boy told me drugs would make me feel alive.
ii. Inhaled cigarette smoke as if it was an angels breath. I did it because a boy told me smoking would make me relaxed.
ii. Drank a lot of Smirnoff out of plastic water bottles at school even though it burned my throat and gave me headache. I did it because a boy told me drinking would cure my shyness.
iii. Skipped too much school to go downtown and sit outside the mall and smoke. I did it because a boy told me school wasn’t worth my time.
v. Let strange older guys touch me and whisper “baby” in my ear over and over again until they were finished and would let me leave. I did it because a boy told me that fucking strange men was how you fix your emptiness.
vi. Let you leave your mark of perfectly lined up purple bruises along my body. I did it because you told me that this was love."
No class today yay. I didnt read or do the homework so thsas Great. Plus im beyond tired and im working today so time to sleep more:) it was funny though cause something told me, what if class is cancelled. I logged in to my email.and it was! Woo
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